I am sitting here on my chair staring at this computer screen trying to think of how to put what i feel deep inside into words on a journal....and the fact is i cannot possibly do it.It is impossible.I have never had such a bad year before,(last year is what i'm referring to) between family and friends,drama and bullshit, and my own personal problems i was pretty much a person drowning in life to the point of noo return.I had no one or nothing to live for... and the thing that i had cursed all of my life found me.love..not any love,not puppy love or the teenage version of love but the actual version..True Love. This person was always soo cute